its sunday..

.. and for the first time, I really did nothing!!
Yeayyyy…

Slept at 3, woke up at 6 then slept again alih2 12..
Best best best..
With no rush to mandi..
Morning shower is at 5pm..
Not good but I don’t care..
Not wearg bra all day long..
Free and easy bebehhhh..
Budusss..

Now its 10pm..
My target now is only to kemas pinggan mangkuk..
Back to cabinet..
Itu sahaja dan itu juga ada flexible..
Flexible sbb tatau siap ke tak..
Tak siap still no guilty..

Hahaa..
I really have no topic today..
Oh oh.. My nose are blockg..
Not good.. Will be not good..

Esok I hv to spital again..
Again dean???
U must be kidding me??
Who the hell that make fuss n not going?
Crap u…

Later then
xoxo

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this is a circle of anger..

So rubiyah catch her first accident!!!
Demn all the banglas lelaki dan pompuan who bersidai tepi jalan nk masuk gate umah..
As for them I get distraction..
I miss my calculation..
I miss my common sense…
Thus I hit tiang gate…
Urghhhhhh!!!
And skirt rubiyah rabak jadinya…
For time being kita selontape jer dulu yek??

I can’t stress out..
It will drag to another misfortune incidence..
As for time being, I am mad at my landlord janji palsu…
Aku dah penat sabar dengan delay dia..
Lepas sehari ke sehari janji palsunya nak pasang ac..
Tak pasang2..
Aku nak kemas kemas dowww sengal..
Ko ingat aku xder kehje buat???
Ko ingat aku suka tengok barang sepah2 camtuh..
Jangan bagi janji palsu boleh tak??
Jangan berangan belagak letak kat iklan bagai bagai boleh x??
Ini iklan ko bagai nak rak..
Kunun ac 2 unit, water heater bagai..
Nan ado cikkiah!! Nan ado!!
Lagak lebih!!

So I’m stress out..
I’m tailored a script of how to bomb her..
And I distracted..
And I dml..
And spend 48 on dvds..
Gebedil mahal rege dvd.. 8 hengget skeping fo sake???
Zaman bila niehhhh???
And Allah pay me cash..
T_____T

So much for new year resolutions..
Let’s get healthier…
Urghhhhh!!

Now I have to cancel today night work..
And most probably on weekends too..
Should I cancel sunday??
Later I will doom with boredom if I’m not workg..

What a life??
No work then no life..
U’ve got nothing to do if u no work..
Let’s hit the social button laaa weiii..
You are pathetic big creatures laaaaa..
Go.. Go to work..
If that’s ur definition of social button!!
Urghhhh..

Stop writing..
In the toilet now..
Doing the village in Croatia..
And my legs getting numb….

So much of healthier lifestyle..
Try harder next time okeihhhh???

Later then..
Should I xoxo??

xoxo then…

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i know what u will do for 2012

Work on phd
Lose a kg per month
Have more me time..
Kawin!!! Nak kawin!!!!!
Nak travel!! Bebanyak!!!

happy new year peeps
have a blast year ahead…

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i know what u did last 2011

Manage to graduate master
Let go of gelang tangan n kaki due to financial constraint
Taggho warded more than a month
Hi Rubiyah, bye Taggho
Emotional job interview
Gain extra 10kg instead of losing 12kg!!
Delete few phone numbers that used to be on speed dial and family and friends list
Thumb in as lecturer.. So called dream job
Dream job but not dream place…
Move out from old apartment..
Move in tempat jin bertendang where no line can be detected
Buy a property magenta sd0614 rasanya..
Berak di Bandung.. Juga di Perhentian, juga di Penang..
Errr.. Bukit Merah, Redang, Langkawi,
And Penang again..
Hurmm…

That’s all…
Thanx Allah for 31 years to live life…

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siri aku anak petani part 1

tetiba teringat zaman kanak kanak kene jadi buruh kasar bercucuk tanam..

apa yg tak buat.. name it..

cabut semai?? cedung?? mukul padi?? bring it on..
ketam padi x banyak pengalaman sbb padi x sempat nak rebah.. kalau rebah baru ketam.. x banyak..
mukul padi jugak.. sbb biji padi x gugur semua.. no energy.. but heck.. i did that before..
sabit padi?? ngan sabit laksana bulan sabit gigi macam gergaji?? who are u kidding? me??
cedung?? bunda dayang bg ayat before turun..
sorang lima uting padi.. haaaa.. lanyakkk ahh ko kiri kanan pusing nak habiskan 5 uting..
1 bagak laksana pemeluk.. konon sapa cepat dia cepat balik..
heck.. nan ado.. nak abiskan 1 pun bercinta.. belum masuk main lari sana sini..
kalau air tahap buku lali.. best.. lintah kurang menyakitkan hati..
kalau air tahap lutut.. still no hal..
tp.. kalau air atas sikit lutut.. makanya..
sengallaaaa ko layan lintah.. takut takut masuk celah cikpit..
been there.. done that.. yurkkkk.. grosss..
same did with cabut semai… not likey..
sebab confirmed2 ko kene duduk dalam air etc..
urghhhh…

tapi satu demi satu teknologi ambik alih
takyah ketam padi dah.. ketam nnt kene what we call that??
guna kaki pijak2 padi asingkan dari tangkai?? cant recall..
takyah ketam.. tukar mukul padi..
takyah mukul.. tukar mesin padi.. hidup senang disitu..
takyah cabut semai.. kita tabur jarang2.. deal..
skip cabut semai.. skip cedung dengan sesungguh hati..
hanya cedung bahagian padi tak tumbuh.. or makan kulat..
that one we call nyulat..
nyulat only done by pro which is not required my expertise as tukang ligan
tukang ligan tak diperlukan sbb dia tukang ligan..
how to masuk sawah yg dah ada padi dah nak tumbuh nak isi tempat kosong..
i can isi tempat kosong but of course i will create new tempat kosong..
so, you no longer needed..
same goes with membaja, racun rumput etc.. its orang tua punya kehje..

dulu, before they practice teknologi..
hati memberontak..
why on earth ko kene cabut semai then ko g tanam balik..
membazir masa.. then comes with everyone practice tabur semai jarang jarang..
my brain are genius.. think like adult..
minda juga terfikir..
how come u racun rumput, yet padi x mati yet rumput mati??
so did with racun ulat?? how come??
naissss.. im really a genuine genius.. kecik2 dah pikir beyond..
siri masuk bakul angkat sendiri..

owhh.. padi dah mesin, dah tuai..
masuk pulakkk part jemur padi sebelum simpan dalam baluh
baluh is a small house or we can called it a stor to store padi..
padi kene jemur.. kene asing impurities bagai so senang esok hari..
juga untuk tahan lama..
if not, moisture on it will cause pecambahan etc..
masak.. dahh rosak padi tuh..
jemur tepi2 jalan raya nipis2 atas kanvas..
tengahari guna jerat sampah gi pusing2 so yang bawah pulak kering..
jagalaaaa kamu padi tuh..
dengan harapan panas sampai kepetang..
kalau hujan tengahari.. berlarilaaahh kamu tutup kanvas tuh kiri kanan..
2 make the job easier to kumpul padi kat tengah..
lipat kiri.. lipat kanan.. lipat ke atas.. as nasik lemak..
dah jemur 2 hari bergantung cuaca..
sukahati ahh nak angin buang impurities such as hama n batu..
sekat guna tin minyak besar kedai runcit..
masuk guni..
tolak keta labi..
masuk baluh..
atau gi mesin padi sbb nak try beras baru katanya..

things just getting easier..
takyah tadah guni time mesin padi..
terus tadah guna lori..
direct bawak balik umah..
settle laaa ko kat ruang laman rumah..
and the sesson of tanam padi settled..

its one man show now..
thats y its bunda still work on it now..
tatau sebab dia rajin..
atau terpaksa..
atau tatau nak duduk bershaja..
tapi kesian dia sebenarnya..
tua tua masih perlu membanting tulang..
tiada sesiapa suruh dia g membanting tulang lagi..
anak2 dah tak duduk serumah lagi..
they are not a big eater..
i think they can manage beli beras..
but still.. masih jugak nak tanam padi walaupun sebidang..
mungkin kesian anak anak balik kg xder beras baru nak makan..
or mungkin kesian anak2 balik kg takder beras baru nak bwk balik kl..
mungkin insecurites of anak anak tak reti bahasa..
tak reti nak hulur duit banyak sikit tiap2 bulan..
itupun on and off
kalau ada lebih kasik..
kalau balik kg kasik..
kalau mintak kasik..
dasar anak..
tak pernah nak reti bahasa dengan cemerlang gemilang terbilang..

terima kasih bunda dayang..
terima kasih ayahanda pakali…