Slept at 3, woke up at 6 then slept again alih2 12..
Best best best..
With no rush to mandi..
Morning shower is at 5pm..
Not good but I don’t care..
Not wearg bra all day long..
Free and easy bebehhhh..
Budusss..

Now its 10pm..
My target now is only to kemas pinggan mangkuk..
Back to cabinet..
Itu sahaja dan itu juga ada flexible..
Flexible sbb tatau siap ke tak..
Tak siap still no guilty..

Hahaa..
I really have no topic today..
Oh oh.. My nose are blockg..
Not good.. Will be not good..

Esok I hv to spital again..
Again dean???
U must be kidding me??
Who the hell that make fuss n not going?
Crap u…

Later then
xoxo

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I can’t stress out..
It will drag to another misfortune incidence..
As for time being, I am mad at my landlord janji palsu…
Aku dah penat sabar dengan delay dia..
Lepas sehari ke sehari janji palsunya nak pasang ac..
Tak pasang2..
Aku nak kemas kemas dowww sengal..
Ko ingat aku xder kehje buat???
Ko ingat aku suka tengok barang sepah2 camtuh..
Jangan bagi janji palsu boleh tak??
Jangan berangan belagak letak kat iklan bagai bagai boleh x??
Ini iklan ko bagai nak rak..
Kunun ac 2 unit, water heater bagai..
Nan ado cikkiah!! Nan ado!!
Lagak lebih!!

So I’m stress out..
I’m tailored a script of how to bomb her..
And I distracted..
And I dml..
And spend 48 on dvds..
Gebedil mahal rege dvd.. 8 hengget skeping fo sake???
Zaman bila niehhhh???
And Allah pay me cash..
T_____T

So much for new year resolutions..
Let’s get healthier…
Urghhhhh!!

Now I have to cancel today night work..
And most probably on weekends too..
Should I cancel sunday??
Later I will doom with boredom if I’m not workg..

What a life??
No work then no life..
U’ve got nothing to do if u no work..
Let’s hit the social button laaa weiii..
You are pathetic big creatures laaaaa..
Go.. Go to work..
If that’s ur definition of social button!!
Urghhhh..

Stop writing..
In the toilet now..
Doing the village in Croatia..
And my legs getting numb….

So much of healthier lifestyle..
Try harder next time okeihhhh???

Later then..
Should I xoxo??

xoxo then…

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happy new year peeps
have a blast year ahead…

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That’s all…
Thanx Allah for 31 years to live life…

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apa yg tak buat.. name it..

cabut semai?? cedung?? mukul padi?? bring it on..
ketam padi x banyak pengalaman sbb padi x sempat nak rebah.. kalau rebah baru ketam.. x banyak..
mukul padi jugak.. sbb biji padi x gugur semua.. no energy.. but heck.. i did that before..
sabit padi?? ngan sabit laksana bulan sabit gigi macam gergaji?? who are u kidding? me??
cedung?? bunda dayang bg ayat before turun..
sorang lima uting padi.. haaaa.. lanyakkk ahh ko kiri kanan pusing nak habiskan 5 uting..
1 bagak laksana pemeluk.. konon sapa cepat dia cepat balik..
heck.. nan ado.. nak abiskan 1 pun bercinta.. belum masuk main lari sana sini..
kalau air tahap buku lali.. best.. lintah kurang menyakitkan hati..
kalau air tahap lutut.. still no hal..
tp.. kalau air atas sikit lutut.. makanya..
sengallaaaa ko layan lintah.. takut takut masuk celah cikpit..
been there.. done that.. yurkkkk.. grosss..
same did with cabut semai… not likey..
sebab confirmed2 ko kene duduk dalam air etc..
urghhhh…

tapi satu demi satu teknologi ambik alih
takyah ketam padi dah.. ketam nnt kene what we call that??
guna kaki pijak2 padi asingkan dari tangkai?? cant recall..
takyah ketam.. tukar mukul padi..
takyah mukul.. tukar mesin padi.. hidup senang disitu..
takyah cabut semai.. kita tabur jarang2.. deal..
skip cabut semai.. skip cedung dengan sesungguh hati..
hanya cedung bahagian padi tak tumbuh.. or makan kulat..
that one we call nyulat..
nyulat only done by pro which is not required my expertise as tukang ligan
tukang ligan tak diperlukan sbb dia tukang ligan..
how to masuk sawah yg dah ada padi dah nak tumbuh nak isi tempat kosong..
i can isi tempat kosong but of course i will create new tempat kosong..
so, you no longer needed..
same goes with membaja, racun rumput etc.. its orang tua punya kehje..

dulu, before they practice teknologi..
hati memberontak..
why on earth ko kene cabut semai then ko g tanam balik..
membazir masa.. then comes with everyone practice tabur semai jarang jarang..
my brain are genius.. think like adult..
minda juga terfikir..
how come u racun rumput, yet padi x mati yet rumput mati??
so did with racun ulat?? how come??
naissss.. im really a genuine genius.. kecik2 dah pikir beyond..
siri masuk bakul angkat sendiri..

owhh.. padi dah mesin, dah tuai..
masuk pulakkk part jemur padi sebelum simpan dalam baluh
baluh is a small house or we can called it a stor to store padi..
padi kene jemur.. kene asing impurities bagai so senang esok hari..
juga untuk tahan lama..
if not, moisture on it will cause pecambahan etc..
masak.. dahh rosak padi tuh..
jemur tepi2 jalan raya nipis2 atas kanvas..
tengahari guna jerat sampah gi pusing2 so yang bawah pulak kering..
jagalaaaa kamu padi tuh..
dengan harapan panas sampai kepetang..
kalau hujan tengahari.. berlarilaaahh kamu tutup kanvas tuh kiri kanan..
2 make the job easier to kumpul padi kat tengah..
lipat kiri.. lipat kanan.. lipat ke atas.. as nasik lemak..
dah jemur 2 hari bergantung cuaca..
sukahati ahh nak angin buang impurities such as hama n batu..
sekat guna tin minyak besar kedai runcit..
masuk guni..
tolak keta labi..
masuk baluh..
atau gi mesin padi sbb nak try beras baru katanya..

things just getting easier..
takyah tadah guni time mesin padi..
terus tadah guna lori..
direct bawak balik umah..
settle laaa ko kat ruang laman rumah..
and the sesson of tanam padi settled..

its one man show now..
thats y its bunda still work on it now..
tatau sebab dia rajin..
atau terpaksa..
atau tatau nak duduk bershaja..
tapi kesian dia sebenarnya..
tua tua masih perlu membanting tulang..
tiada sesiapa suruh dia g membanting tulang lagi..
anak2 dah tak duduk serumah lagi..
they are not a big eater..
i think they can manage beli beras..
but still.. masih jugak nak tanam padi walaupun sebidang..
mungkin kesian anak anak balik kg xder beras baru nak makan..
or mungkin kesian anak2 balik kg takder beras baru nak bwk balik kl..
mungkin insecurites of anak anak tak reti bahasa..
tak reti nak hulur duit banyak sikit tiap2 bulan..
itupun on and off
kalau ada lebih kasik..
kalau balik kg kasik..
kalau mintak kasik..
dasar anak..
tak pernah nak reti bahasa dengan cemerlang gemilang terbilang..

terima kasih bunda dayang..
terima kasih ayahanda pakali…

Those who really know me should know I live my life. I worked like crazy n spend my earn like crazy too. I can step to ariani and 2 hours later I’m rm500 poorer. Only on tudungs. Screw ariani. Just because last month new arrival are no longer this month new arrival! I already have essential colour of 2 tones range, but this months are 3 tones. Crap!! Then dusyummm… 10 pieces of 3 tones tudungs dump at the cashier counter! Itu belum lagi kene drag special offer jakel!! Screw ariani, screw jakel!! Alih2 that kusam pink ariani 1 tona tuh jugak yg disarungnya… Screw me then…

And, I can easily burn rm200 on dvds in one shot!! Used to. Now?? Rarely.. Once I was at Trg, I used to drive with mazidah to kuantan megamall over weekends n spend hundreds on dvds. That one not kdrama, but more to greys anatomy, house boxset etc coz kdrama kene kotaraya and I used to travel by flight day trip to fill that cravings. Kotaraya used to be really happening for kdrama, jdrama dvds.. Now?? Heck I don’t know.. Seriously.. I don’t know okeihh.. Beli dvd pun dah jarang jarang okeihhhh!!! Don’t ask me where to get dvds okkeiiihh!!!

And also, once upon a time at labuan, out of blue, balik kehje at 6pm and at 7pm, I am rm1000 poorer spend on seven bottles of parfums to top up to what I already have! For personal used. Crazy me.. Beli parfums not in my agenda that evening but I dead boring, browse aimlessly at terminal jetty and dussyummm… I want this.. I want that.. Just to name a few of my crazy behaviour. Xleh banyak2.. Nnt saham jatuh. Errr.. Do I hv one?? Haha

So when diva kg lalang come out with charity event out of blue, I keep on reminding myself!! Eleeeehhhh.. Apa laaa sangat nak beli kasut skolah 40 pasang tuhhh!! 10 pasang kasut skolah equivalent to tak sampai 5 helai ariani pun!! Baru sebotol parfum!! I keep on doing the maths coz I know if I don’t, I keep on questioning mampukahh aku bagai..

And I hate questioning myself!!

And setan keep on mencucuk “woittt.. Banyaktuhhh.. Cukup ker nak survived sampai hujung bulan?? Nnt nak makan apa?” Stop it demnn it!! Padahal selama nie selama nie selamba jerr dia kata “citer nie best, citer tuh best.. Belilaaaa.. Bukan selalu dtg penang.. Kat kl xder niehhh!!” Mmg dasar setan!!

I did the maths so I stop questioning!!

No ariani until Jakel.. No Jakel until raya…
No parfum until empty bottles.. I have four now btw..
No dvds until no stories to watch.. I have almost fully loaded 1TB hardisc and *cough* penangtrip dvds *cough*
No make up counter visit until errrr x lehlaaaaa yg nie sbbnya blusher and lipstick dah tahap kronik!! X dpt nak nolong sbb ini kene asap!!

Owh.. Don’t let me start with woman and handbag coz it will drag long wayyy to go.. So stop here.

With that I’m at ease. I know for once my craving, my out of blue tak tahu nak buat apa nak membazir apa is actually tak membazir.. And I’m grateful for friends that I approach asking for hands are rawks big time. They may come across in their mind that betul ke minah nie nak join charity event but they rawks enough not to hurt me by asking. Hahhahaa.. Kalau diorang tanya mungkin sentap jugak ahh.. Tambah tambah ada yg kene pick up phone at 10pm time dah nak lena diulit intan asked for money. I know ur brain not workg but heck, do I look like I care?? Hahahaa thank you.. U know who u are..

Exaggerating?? I knoww..

So, end of stories, thank you guys for make this pop up events a success. U all should see how happy they are that day. And personally, how happy I am.. I know this event are nothing but I have to express it coz its not mine or diva kg lalang exclusively. Its u guys who help us..

You all mmg rawks ahhh
Reminder to myself and others,
Do the maths if happen u find urself unable to find a reason for whatever the heck it is..

And…
The kids extended their loves n thank you..
Me too…
Diva Kg Lalang too…
Me say tq to Fakri too…

Dengan ucapan tulus ikhlas..

Terima kasih daun keladi,
Lain kali boleh datang lagi..

*Owhh.. Btw, I’m still not giving up on dilemma of disposable ariani, handbags, dvds etc so don’t give me a face of macam bagussss once I up status “macam rindu kat ariani…” Or “jom beli handbag jom…”

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a bisnesman who claim that they have no profits,
an elderly who says they dont afraid of dying, and
a girl says they dont want to get marry, ever…

maka, be grateful if u dont have to face that anakdaratua phase. be very grateful coz u will never know how its feel. u can always come out with i understand but hell no, u wont until u become one! in my defense: so far im fine with it. but once in a while, im gloomy… huh! mesti defense statement before merapu panjang lebar.

cut the drap!!!
life is hard enough! make it simple and uncomplicated..
be grateful…
work hard. really really hard..
dont twisted it.

life is complicated enough.
so save the hassle..
take it easy with drama..
times will heal..

so chill, relax.. and smoke first!! ^____^

yurpp!! i have no intention to merapu raban..
may u have joyful three days weekends

seriously.. what is wrong with me missing someone here n there?? am i that pathetic n lone ranger?? ciri ciri #foreveralone??sighhh..

haihh.. not only #foreveralone, jugak adalah out of ideas… maka, mari menulis dalam bahasa melayu yang penuh..

rindu??

subjektif…

rindu rakan-rakan di labuan bila dengar nada dering akon-right now milik teman sepejabat.. siapa empunya telefon tidak dapat dipastikan.

rindu tripdivakglalang apabila melayari lockerz.com.. sebenarnya satu pengalaman yang indah walaupun jadual padat…

rindu anak saudara perempuan dan lelaki yang semakin hari semakin membesar bagai juara.. makin besar makin banyak juga songehnya..

rindu rox dan M secara tiba-tiba. pelik…

rindu elluramli juga..

pelik. rindu tapi tiada usaha untuk ajak berjumpa….

rindu mungkin besar nilainya, teringat-ingat lebih tepat..

*gambar google btw.

1. Why can’t the ticket counter speed up their services like bukak all counter pada time2 umum tahu public holiday equal to sesak

2. Queuing dr pkl 6 pg!! Pkl 7 belum dpt tiket!! Sampah!! Dear akak nak potong queue, xnaklaaaa belikan tiket ko.. Aku dh beratur dr pkl 6!! Pkl 6 akak!! Pkl 6!!

3. Dear adik manes, xnak laaa beli liquor.. X nak!! X nak!! X nak!!!!

4. Still no yellow man!!! Urghhhhh

Lain2 talk later…
xoxo…

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Owhh goshhh!! Student so lembab bila perceptor asked to naik ward. Nak marah laaa niehh!! Fast fast kids…

Eihhh.. Btw.. That’s not what I have in mind this morning. I wanna talk bout kisah sindiket minta sedekah dekat traffic light that freakg annoys me.. Sighhh.. Banyaknyaaa nak crita… Kununnya..

But yesterday, I mad for the whole day end up I bought 2 boxes of contact lenses..

Yer.. Saya sangat bagus..

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